Well I knew something was up the past month but today Chris broke up with me.  I believe I loved him more than he loved me.  I guess I found that out today.  I think we will be good friends.  He is just really moody and basically fucked up in so many ways.  I thought we had so much in common.  He wants a perfect man.  It doesn’t exist.  He said he just wasn’t happy and was not comfortable in the relationship.  I got the OLD line.  It’s not you… It’s me.  However this time I DO believe it was him.  I know we will be friends eventually.  But right now I need to be away from him.  I think I am going to build a life with these men (Ken and Chris) and it backfires.  I know now I will date some day …BUT NEVER AGAIN!!!!

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